When It Was

When every single second I had miss you

I knew how hard I fall this time

:)

How hurt was it

When you just pass by without any greetings

Yea

Maybe I'm the one who should greet first

Since I'm the one who made all this bullshit

But how could I

Whenever I see you

Just feel like fragiled heart

I can't explain how I feel

Feeling guilty ?

Or sad ?

Or acquaintance ?

Or love ?

:x

I have no ideas with all this

Just feel like if only thing could turn back

And be like what we used to be

The only baby for you

:')

And I didn't say that to you

Pretend like there are nothing happened

Then we can still be so

That's what I want now

May I ?

:/

I know I couldn't turn anything back

And I'm just the stupid idiot making those stupid nonscense to you after all

What had I done ?

Keep on blaming myself

I feel down

What do you feel ?

Not even dare to ask

It's just kinda funny

*tease

:]

Never know the very first sight on you

The very first greet of you

The very first asked by you

And the very first time with you

Had just ended by the way

We aren't want to be so

I would like to apologise what I had done

But I don't even dare to text anymore

If only you don't feel anything

I don't know

Or

It's just hurting each way

And all was just

I think too much ?

'>w<'

Today

I see you

In every of my eyes

When we're getting closer

I don't know how do you feel

And I just feel like holding it back

Are you ?

:)

As if my position was just

Can be pissed off after what I had done

Without any forgiveness or chances for me

Then I would rarely understand

How deep am I in your heart

:)

Always been asked to cheer myself up whenever

Keep on busying myself with nothing

But whenever I stop

I still think of you

Whenever I heard the songs

I still think of you

Whenever I see anything

I'll still think of you

Is it 

I had used to be the way you appeared

And it just needs time to overcome all these

And you'll slowly been missing after all ?

I would like to have the answer

Please

I had suffered a lot due to that

I just don't wanna feel like

Everything down

Can't even concentrate when every moment of my mind was just you

I missed

I loved

I cried

<'3

I'll keep everything in silence

And just let it be

When time past

And God will plan for everything

Just let it be

I will

:)