Bye Once

I thought I can

I thought I'm tough enough

As if I really do so

:')

Hours by hours

Days by days

Although it was only the second day

I felt bad

Without you

I mean

Can't even see you once

Or keep touch with you

Just don't know why

Maybe

I had get used to the days be with you

Every moments

Every seconds

There are you beside me

If only the days could be back

<'3

I wonder how are you there

Do you miss me too

Are you fine

And all

I was just questioning myself

Without any answer

That day

I saw a post

Your sista school

UITM

Happened something bad

And I don't know why do I care about it

Trying to search who was the one involved

And I found the name

NURUL

Wow

Why such ?

It was your sista name too

I wonder if that really your sista

I don't know

SO

I found out some more articles about it

Then I found

That's not your sista

Then only felt better

Why do I care much about you

Even your family

Why

I wonder why ?

Fine

Everything had passed

I was the one still standing here and don't wanna leave

Since everything had change

The time

The people

The situation

Even the feeling

Why am I still being such stupid

Surrounding here recall everything of us

How I wish

We could be back

As before

:')

But

Whenever I think of her

I just can't get over

I know

Without her blessing

Me and you are nothing

And so

Whatever of us

Are just bullshit

I know

I didn't make a wrong decision

Since she was and will be my everything

All the times

You're too

Now

But I can't make sure for the rest time

Then I had made such decision

That made me suffer like hell now

If only I didn't ask

If only she didn't answer that way

If only you didn't ask that

If only I didn't reply you that way

IF ONLY

Everything had happened

Life still have to move on

I could do nothing for it

I daren't to take any action

I was lost

I tried

I cheer

But I failed once again

Who could help me please

Get out of such doubtful situation

I wonder who can help

And I know

There are only one for me

That's myself

But I just can't handle well this time

Maybe I do really fall hard

<'3

I need you so

I can't let go

I want you still

I always will

Cause you're the only one for me

Westlife - The only one for me

Every song that I'm listening to

I just think of you

Everything happened around of me

I just think of you

Every place I had gone

I just think of you

Tell me how to stop all this stupid action

That only made me hurt more and more

Yet

You won't be back

T~T

I can't smile like before

After what I had done

And recover so soon

And laugh like nothing

Why do you inspire me a lot

WHY

>w<

I always think of

If we are still the same as before

That day

I could talk to you happily

That day

I could hold you

That day

I could own you

:')

Bye once

If only I could do that

<'3